I tried to skype in during the service to see even a tiny bit of the wedding. My moms iPhone signal was really weak in the cute little country ch- where Stephen and Elizabeth were getting married, and that's not even considering how sketchy my internet is. But, a stroke of luck! The call made the connection, and singing filled my ears with surprisingly good quality. The connection lasted maybe 30 seconds, enough time for me to catch a glimpse of people sitting in pews and a guitarist up front, and then it cut off.
I consider it no coincidence that the first and only part of the wedding that I was able to witness was the song "It is Well." Seeing all of my friends together, hearing my mom's beautiful voice, knowing that friends are moving into a new phase of life while I'm on the other side of the world... it all made me a little homesick, to be honest. But as Mom and I tried to reconnect, my heart sang the words that I heard moments ago:
When peace like a river attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll,
Whatever my lot, Thou hast taught me to say:
It is well, it is well with my soul.
It is well, it is well with my soul.
In that moment, I was reminded as to why I'm here. I'm not here because of the adventure and excitement, although there certainly is a lot of that here. I'm here simply because the Son said "Follow me," and this is where He led, and He's worth abandoning everything for.
The following morning, we had an all-day event for students who wanted to take things deeper. Some of the students we knew were born again, but others... not so sure. The event went really well, and we met the next afternoon to go out and scatter seeds, if you will.
Two hours later, we got back together, and... we have a new sister! One of our own scattering the seeds realized that being a believer isn't about who her family is or if she was sprinkled as a baby but rather about trusting and following the Son! We went back to a friend's house, and she was dunked right there in the bak in the bathroom!
As we sang praises to the One who has rescued us out of darkness, my heart was overwhelmed with joy - joy in being an undeserving daughter, joy in witnessing the Father make a life brand new, joy in knowing He is power and truth and love.
I know if I had been back in the States this weekend, there would have been great joy in being with my loved ones and witnessing two lives commit to being one. But instead, I got to see something eternal happen - a dead girl made alive to see and adore His glory - and hey, that's worth it all.
My sin, oh the bliss of this glorious thought!
My sin, not in part but the whole,
Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more!
Praise the L0rd! Praise the L0rd, O my soul!
It is well with my soul. It is well, it is well with my soul!